Should We Broke Up and End Everything Now?

I can't comunicate with you like the old time.

I can't hear your voice threw my ears anymore. I can't hear the song you sang for me. I can't hear 'i love you' on my phone anymore.

If we keep holding on like this, i'm afraid you'll feel more hurt. I can't and i won't let it happen. I love you and that's the reason.

Remember when you said you love me for the first time? You said you can't lie that the fact you love me. That time i wasn't feel anything yet.

But you keep let it go. You make me belive how much you love me and i do too.

Can't lie for the first time. You make me love you and now just because of my mom. I have to let you go forever. Should i? Should i forget you? Someone who loves me so much. Well, if you say 'yes' there's something i would tel you. No matter my mom tell me to stay away from you. No matter distance make us apart. No matter we're not in a special relationship anymore. No matter you will hate me somehow. No matter someday you'll forget everything about me.

One thing you should know. One thing ain't never gonna change. One thiing that will last forever. I love you.

Now, i want you to forget this. Don't ever feel sorry. It wouldn't change a thing dear. You should believe me, remember?

You said you always believe me, right?

You should move on. Go away find someone to replace me. Make her believe there's no one else but her in your heart only. Chase her, do whatever it takes to get her. I guarantee, she will love you just like the way i do. I'll never hate you, you're not one of a million bastards i know. You're someone that should be loved by someone you adore.

Someone who can count on you. Trust you. Make you believe the love that she gave only for you. You'll get her someday. She's better than me.

She'll make you smile everyday. I want you to be happy with what comes on you in a rest on your life time.

And now, i'm nobody not a part of your life anymore. I'm not that banana shape on your lips anymore. We're end up like this and maybe it's just our way. There's no one should be blame. It's not your fault.

I love you i had to take a risk of it. Don't worry, i'll always remember YOU. Somehow it will feel hurts cause knowing we're not together anymore but, You're someone who a person like me should remember. A person that ever feel your heart beat for 'em. Someone like you should being memorized by a person like me. Who loves you and care about you a lot more that you can even imagine.

When we're together for the first time. Unofficially yet you never believe how much i love you right? That time, i guess i didn't believe you either yet.

I was test on you. What a great times. I can't forget it. And now everythings was revealed.

I finally fall for you. I love you and i know how much you do too.

Thanks for everything you teach me all about love. You really did i became stronger to through everything. But i always feel something missing and ell, it's YOU.

You just became a part of my life for the first month. It was the best. But i know you more than that. We've been had a best friendships before, didn't we? I know about you so much now. I can understand every feel that you had in your deep heart.

I can figure out every problem that you've told me. I know how you feel exactly. I really connected. I feel save when i was talked to you. I feel comfort. I feel like i was really faced someone who really have a personality. You make everyone who talked to you feel comfort. Hey don't you realize it? But there's only someone who could make you feel completely complete. Who really fits and could understand you co much. And, it wasn't me. I'm not that one who make it. I always make you depressed, sad, worry. I'm the one who ever made you cry too. Even mad.

I'm totally not a good one for you. I'm ruin everything. Our relationship and other. I feel like i hurted you so much because of this. I won't let it happen again. I break our relationship cause this.

I LOVE YOU too much and it makes me have to let you go. I'll miss you a lot. You mean everything for me. I'll miss how you tease me and joking around. I'll miss every single love word that you said to me. I'll miss how we call each other with our funny names.

I'm alone now. Not with you. You have a lot of friends and crushes right? I hope you'll feel more happy without me. I feel like i'm a jail for you. Told you i'm not that good.

And, um sorry for everything once again. I made you hurt. I know don't try to hiding it again. I'm terribly sorry for what happened between us all this time.

I was realize that. I regret myself for never love a person like you. I love you for not how you look, or how you act. But the way you love me. The way you make me falling in love with you. You're different. I'll never find another person like you for my entire whole life again. I really loved you for what you have done to me all this time.  How much you care about me? That's what i love a lot about you dear.

Forget it, anyway i'm your nothing for now on. I care about you until this moment i wrote this. Please take a good case of your self. I won't you to get hurt. I won't you hurted by anything or anyone. You have to always remember about your condition. Take care of it. Keep it health. Your whole family loves you. They won't you to get sick. They won't you feel hurt. Make them happy. Your whole family always count on good things to you. Don't make them dissapoint.

Don't care about me. Don't think about this t  dear. I waste your time. I'm nothing. But there's one thing i would you to know, you don't have to care about this, just wanna let you know NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED, I LOVE YOU (:

-Tyva Adhi R